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Saturday, April 18, 2020

The RMO story

Assalamualaikum and hi~ Harini tiba2 rasa nak update entry dalam BM sebab rasa a little friendly because this entry will be a story type of entry. So entry ni Bahasa rojak lah ye. 


So ni dah hari ke berapa dah pkp pun dah tak tau dah lost count. Cerita ni jd before pkp and berlarutan smpai sekarang.. So kisah dia begini, few days before pkp rasanya 13th March kot, Sarah balik penang sebab my mum tak sihat and will be warded on 14th March. 

A day before nak balik penang tu I got 3 quizzes dri pagi smpai malam so tak sempat nak basuh baju and kemas sangat. I thought nak balik penang kejap je la kan about 3-4 days je, so it won't be bad lah kan x basuh baju. I left everything there. Literally almost everything yg sarah ada smua dkt sana. Memang balik penang bawak satu beg je ada laptop ada file and sikit2 brg skincare. 

Dari ingat nak balik sekejap je terpaksa extend stay dkt penang sebab mak x boleh keluar ward lagi. Ttba diumumkan pkp akan berkuatkuasa. First thing first bersyukur jugak sbb boleh stay dgn family lg dkt rumah and then things start to hit. Baju aku dah bertimbun x basuh, brg makeup, skincare semua tinggal sana, my textbook. I keep it positif lg "takpe dua minggu je" hahahaha. mimpi aja kamu ni sarah.

Sekarang ni aku dah half redho sbb baju aku bertimbun x basuh. tpi paling sakit week yg sebelum aku balik aku baru beli stock makanan.. aku beli susu, roti, tuna, biskut, chocolate.. semuanya habis ya msti dah busuk ya peti ais itu. tapi nak buat mcm mna kan.. redho.

Aku balik sehelai sepinggang.. and my wardrobe isn't like normal girl banyak baju.. Baju sarah ulang2 je memang skit je kat rumah mmng x de sgt baju elok.. baju tangan pendek je lah ada. Selamat tak payah keluar memana kan. So online class pun tgk la tudung yg sama haha outfit sama je everyday. Nak jawab midterm pun separuh mati sbb textbook tinggal dkt sana. Yang btul2 balik for pkp dorg sempat la grab the books.

The great thing about all this thing is that aku dah balik awal.. bayangkan aku x balik penang sbb mak aku sakit kan msti aku stranded in my college. sebab nak balik penang jauh and confirm bahaya sbb people start panicking and balik masa pkp announcement tu kan. 

I probably won't be back to my college until Jun. Maka!! baju baju yang terperap tu aku harap tak reput or berulat lah ye. I get anxious pikir pasal baju kt sana. Baju you made me worry.. I wanna meet you so bad. hahaha . Psl skincare aku ni aku dah giveup.. mmng tak pakai smua benda.. nak beli baru duit x de. nk pakai my mum punya x sesuai sbb i kulit sensitive.

But baju ke skincare ke semua tu x penting skrg ni, we are in pendamic. It is our job to protect ourselves and people around us.. so Stay Home people! We gonna win this fight.. See you in next entry.



Friday, April 17, 2020

001.Dreaming inside the glass

Assalamualaikum and Hi~ I've always wanted to try poetry but I'm not good at it. I wrote a few in my journal but never publish it. So, this is my first "poem" that I publish on my blog. I'm sorry if this is bad. 


Dreaming inside the glass
By: SarahIsyah

I woke up inside a glass
I saw the world, yet I can't reach it
It is the glass, the glass that blocking me
I saw the world, I dream about it
A dream that gives hopes and happiness

The dream that I've always wanted, I threw it away
Why? Because it is impossible to climb out of the glass
Pretty glass catch every pair of eyes
Meets everyone expectations, so I can shine 

Screaming inside the glass, hoping to be seen
Throat hurts, heart in pain
People see and walk away
Dreams are just dreams
Break the glass, I'll bleed

Put on a smile, keep dreaming
because it's the dream that keeps me breathing
even the glass is filled by the water
I'll keep dreaming inside the glass.


That's all, I don't know what to say. Hope you enjoy it! If you like it leave a comment and if you don't leave a message for improvement. See you in the next entry and stay at home!