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Friday, August 28, 2020

The story behind: A Silent Voice

Assalamualakum and hi everyone! This will be my first ever review on anime and instead of reviewing I would like to discuss the message of the story. So, my first "the story behind" will be about A Silent Voice (Koe no katachi). I've made a podcast on this topic but it is super awkward! My blog will discuss in detail. But if you prefer in the audio form you can check out on a few platforms such as Anchor, Spotify, Breaker, Overcast, and PocketCasts (click on the platforms name to be directed or you can type in "AwTalk" on those platforms). It's a trial episode so forgive me for the bad quality!


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Warning! Spoilers ahead!
Bully, depression, and suicide trigger!
Title: A silent voice / Koe no katachi
Genre: Drama, school, shounen, romance
Production studio: Kyoto Animation
My rate: 9.5/10

I have watched this anime for almost 4 times and every time I watched, I start to understand this story more and it gets depressing and sad!  This story starts off with the guy name Ishida Shouya, a highschool student who tries to take off his own life by jumping off the bridge. He quit his part-time job, sell off his belongings, and emptied his bank account. He proceeds to give all the money to her mother. At this point, he really determined to take his own life. Somehow, his attempt was failed as he was reminded to Nishimiya Shouko. 

Long story short, during elementary school, Nishimiya Shouko was transferred to Shouya's class and she has a hearing disability.  Shouya and his classmates bully Shouko out of the fun. When the mother notifies the school, Shouya has been blamed alone. Shouko has transferred to another school and later, Shouya has been bullied by his classmates. He has been ignored throughout his entire year in middle school and later in high school. He has no friends and he was kind of canceled everyone else in his life. He grows up with all the guilt towards his mother and also Shouko. He reunited with Shouko to amend his wrongdoings and he wants to reset his own life. 


Characters

I personally think each of the characters in this story is another reason for this anime being so amazing! The characters are so relatable in the real world and yes, these types of people exist. Let's get into sides character apart from Nishimiya Shouko and Ishida Shouya.

Nishimiya Yuzuru- Is Shouko's little sister. I believe she is the bridge between Shouko and Shouya. Despite her young age, she feels like she holds a lot of responsibilities in her family. She acts like a guardian for Shouko. She is very mature for her age. 

Ueno Naoka- Is one of Shouko's bully. She is very active in bullying Shouko but she put the blame on Shouya and then she had the audacity to call out Shouko for ruining Shouya's life. 

Nagatsuka Tomohiro- He was the first person Shouya open up to, in high school. I honestly, love Tomohiro's character and I believe everyone needs this type of friend. He is very supportive and he just doesn't judge a person based on their past.

Kawai Miki- I just can't put it in words how much I dislike this character. She was also part of Shouko's bullied. But she will always act like she is the victim and everyone should like her. But, it is not fair, she has a good looking and kind boyfriend. NOT FAIRRR! *internally screaming* 

Mashiba Satoshi- He is Kawai's boyfriend. At first, I thought his character has nothing much to do with this story but I changed my mind. He can be a really good friend and a good boyfriend that can help others to improve themselves. 

Sahara Miyoko- She is the only one who is willing to befriend with Shouko and learn sign language to communicate.

Lastly, Shimada Kazuki and Hirose Keisure. These 2 boys are Shouya's best friend during elementary school. But they are the ones who put the blame on Shouya and later bully him. 


A Silent Voice

A silent voice or should I said silent voices? Physically, Shouko is deaf and she has difficulties to convey her message to other people. Mentally, Shouya was not able to open up to people and tell them how he was feeling. Shouko was not able to listen and Shouya did not want to listen. Shouya admits that if he tries to listen, all his and Shouko's suffers will not happen. He was young, probably around 12 years old and he regretted that moment a lot. Throughout the movie, we can see Shouya was suffering from anxiety.

"Back then, if we could have heard each other's voices, everything would have been so much better" - Ishida Shouya

Shouko fell in love with Shouya. But in her point of view, it was all her mistakes. She thought she has ruined Shouya's life and she feels he cannot be happy with her. Although Shouya tries to seek redemption for his past wrongdoing, both of them are living on their own lines and they didn't really understand each other yet.

I also believe silent voice implies to their elementary school classmates too. They silent their voice for their own benefits, like putting all the blames on Shouya. They also refuse to listen to both Shouya and Shouko.

If you open the eyes and look around us, this movie somehow relatable to reality. You know how anime tend to over exaggerate things. But Koe no katachi, is written beautifully. My opinion can be a little different from yours but I can see a lot of people loving this story.

This anime is suitable for the non-anime watcher too. What do you guys think? Have you watched this anime? Share with me on comment section below! See you guys in the next entry!

Thursday, August 20, 2020

The end

Assalamualaikum and hi, first of all, I want to let you guys know I just changed my blog theme or looks. Because people were having a hard time searching for my chatbox. But, don't worry! I got you! Anyway, I had a draft of an entry I want to post but somehow I didn't finish writing it. So, I'm just going to combine the last story and today's story.


17th August 2020, marks the last day of my college life. Honestly, I don't know how to feels, it's just mixing all over my head and my emotions. If you guys keep updated with my blog, you probably know that I was really sad because I can't meet my friends for the last semester. Put that aside, I still have overwhelming emotions. Practically, I haven't finished my degree yet because I have to go through an internship for 6 months before I can finally graduate. But, the internship is just like working right? it's already in the new phase of life.

Saying goodbye to one of your most favorite phase in life is just too sad. When I look back, I do enjoy my college life. I go through episodes of anxiety through those years, crying for not able to be in class, arguing with myself to be better in studies, getting heartbroken because of the results. Apart from that, there are a lot of memories I make during my college life.

The thing that I will probably miss the most is the events. I was pretty much active in extra co-curriculum activities, I joined a lot of events and handle a lot of events. I was the president of a club at my college. I won't be able to experience all of this if my college years didn't exist. However, it is a little sad because when I was still the president of the club I cannot do much because of the MCO and stuff. I have a really good team, but you know things happened.

If you didn't know, my college is quite far from my home. Sometimes it takes 12 hours to reach home. So, I rarely went home because of time and money constraints. I get the freedom that I crave, hahaha. Growing up in a strict family and I don't have much freedom, but college does give me a chance. I think this is the biggest reason I enjoy my college life. But, don't misunderstand me, I do love and enjoy my time with my family.

In my first year, I really said to myself "think as you are going to a camp but for 4 + years". But, luckily I was able to adapt fast. Time flies so fast, I'm 22 years old and getting into new phase yet still single hahaha. It's funny because I thought I'm gonna meet "someone" in college but shame on me. Well at this moment, I don't really care anymore. I'm just going to work hard and enjoy myself.

I'm just going to hug myself and pat my back, you survived your degree. Please pray for my exam results and I hope my internship will be fine. Thank you to every single person that has come to my life during those years. If we were not in the same boat anymore, you are still part of my stories. But if we are still together, I feel blessed and thank you for staying with me. Same goes to my dear readers, who still keep up with my irregular schedule on this blog and thank you for all the supporting words. I love you guys!

That's all for this entry, it's currently 2.06 a.m. I should sleep right now. Thank you and see you in the next entry!