Dear crush,

Assalamualaikum and hi. I just want to write something. This is kind of confession but not direct confession to my crush. I'm pretty sure he won't even read my blog. Anyway, let me just let my heart out.

Dear crush,

I've been liking you for awhile now. I rarely fall in love with someone but if i do, I just can't stop loving. I don't know how and why but every time i saw you my heart just flutters. I really want to tell you how i feel but i never had that guts and i don't want our friendship become awkward. I treasure friendship more than love.

I am really happy to see your name on my phone screen but i guess i'm just too awkward to keep up the conversation so i can't really talk to you a lot. It is so hard for me because i want to forget you. I don't want my feelings to stay like this. It hurts me because i can't express myself. Well, i'm expressive type of person so it's like i'm cutting myself.

You are always on the positive side even your life isn't that wonderful. You are just being yourself. I guess that was the reason i'm falling for you. Anyway, thank you for making me smile like an idiot and thank you for making my life a little better.

My feelings for you are real. But for now, i'm trying to move on. I don't want this feeling to effect my life. One sided love isn't great. It has always been one sided love for me. I guess i'm gonna make it. You are someone effected me a lot because i was going through hardship and you were supporting me even it is small i'm so grateful.

By the way, I love your smile.

That is it, I'm sorry for making you guys this type of entry. Like dehell is this cringy post. Share with me your stories with crush.

See ya in next entry and have a good day.

My current playlist

Hi guys, so today i decide to make an entry since i was left all alone. I want to share with you guys my current fav playlist. If you are looking for song recommendation you are at right entry. By the way my playlist include english and korean song.

Youth by Shawn Mendes ft. Khalid

I've been listening to this song for awhile way before the music video is out. Now the music video is out i would 100% suggest you guys watch the MV. It is so inspiring showing youth empowerment and they include islam in that video which is a great thing. I can make a whole entry about this mv. This mv didn't get lots of view so, i beg you all to stream that music video.

Flower by Seventeen

This is one of my fav non-tittle song from Seventeen. I'm in love with this song after i went to their concert. I hate the fact that i was crying and i can't remember this performances. I can only remember wiping my tears. 

Lovely by Billie Eilish with Khalid

Just recently in love with this song. Billie Eilish voice is perfect! I guess any song with Khalid will turn out amazing. This song has a deep meaning at least to me. It's a slow song which can make me cry haha. 

8 Letters by Why Don't We

This song is for anyone who loves love song. I literally listen to this song every single day because the beat are nice and so their vocals. Nothing much to explain cause i don't really understand why i'm addict to this song.

S/N by Stray Kids

This song is a hip hop song i would say. I don't know why i listen to this song everyday. It is like a drug. Very addictive, The video are so funny and i love it. Give it a try. If you hate it then don't listen hahaha.

My Pace by Stray Kids

I really love the meaning. It's about our life. This songs motivate me, so check the lyrics out. The beats of the song are catchy as well. I've been listening to stray kids quite a lot lately and i love all their songs but my pace are surely on the top.

Loved by Highlight

This is the latest song by highlight. It's pretty nice, it sounds like their beast era. I really like this song. The chorus beat was pretty sick. You can check them out.

That is all that i would like to recommend to you guys. I have more song in my playlist but mostly seventeen's song. I basically listen to all of their song. So i guess i don't need to share here. Have a nice day ahead and keep listening to music.