Being so unproductive.

Hey guys.. been awhile, it is soooo long since my last update. However, i'm back.. yes people sarah is back.

I'm not even sure if people will read my blog anymore..but still i just wanna share my hearts out. Blog has been my diaries for years. i try to be "professional blogger" but nah never happen i just come back with more stories of mine. /like who even interested in my life. right?

So, i think i've been in a worst period of my life ever. I was so unproductive and unmotivated.. I don't enjoy writings anymore.. whenever i want to start writing again i feel like it is a burden. I think i was so stressed out with my college life. I really hate my college life.. i know it is not a good thing to share but still... college is so.... heartbreaking and kind of ruining my life. um sorry for too much negativity. 

I tried to do youtube videos... well i still upload on my channel... but now i realised that blog post are much more easier than youtube..but maybe i just toooo thirsty for attention that i abandoned my precious blog.. because people don't really read this type of blog anymore. Youtube need a lot of energy, time, money and idk everything.. i feel more comfortable writing blogs it is just so warm and it feels like home hahaha.

If you guys don't know yet.. i've been offer to be contributer on ZALORA THREAD yea i wrote like 2 articles there then i kind of pause because i was so... idk i feel like i was in the dark past few months.. but now zalora thread offer me again as existing writer to write more and get paid... i was stoned atm bcs i was unprofessional af for not writing and yet they gave me another chance... and i decide i will work hard.. if college is doing me dirty, writings will shine on me. just sayin.. accounting is hard. i died a lil..

Now I'm gonna use this opportunity wisely, i will establish my name as freelance writer on zalora thread.. Insyallah.. and maybe soon enough i will be writing for more magazines... This is it... some boring stuff to share with you all... till see you again on another post.

Mascara for beginners

Hello there welcome back to my blog, so it's been awhile yeah haha. so for today's post i would like to share few tips on how to apply mascara for beginners.

Mascara is the most important thing in doing makeup.. applying mascara can make your eyes look bigger and you loom prettier *winks  


1. so first thing you gonna do is find the right mascara~ mascara comes with different shades but mostly it's black and different mascara has different function.. example: thickens your eyelash, make your eyelash longer etc. i personally have more than 2 mascara because you gotta put on based on your mood haha.

2. next after you grab your fav mascara curl up your lashes girl~ curl them up. if you don't know how the curler looks like look at the image below :)

3. now.. open your mascara cap.. (bismillah dulu) when you pull out the wand the product will already be there.. so what you gonna do is place the wand on your eyelash based and pull slowly to the end of your lashes.

you gotta be careful while applying on mascara because the product can transfer to your eyelid or under you eyes if that happen.. grab a cotton bud and wipe it off. okay?

laaasstt but not least,, don't cry for boys when you have your mascara on because.....

so that's all.. if you have any question comment on the comment section or on the cbox okay~ and maybe i will update about my fav mascara in future~  see yaaaaa