I have been in bad days i have been a good days.. i wonder what really make my good day good and what make my bad day bad. i just don't understand but i can feel it. Does this make sense? okay whatever.. i feel like life is going too fast, it's already October. what have i done past 10 month? i don't know either. When life going to fast i just feel like i wanna pause for awhile and take a breath a deep breath. life is so harsh. But it is reality you need to face it despite how much you actually hate it.
When life isn't going my way i feel my life has ruin.. it makes me sad and depress. But i realize how there will always someone to be by your side and listen to you, support you. it just myself.. it's me who don't want to speak up, it's me who don't want to accept the reality. it's me who wish everything is a fantasy. It is so hard to be someone who is outside of the box, someone who is unique, someone who has great achievement. I always want to be normal but nowadays.. everyone is racing to be number one.. too many smart people in the world. what special about being smart anymore?
I'm just someone who have a lot of love to give but why do i receive too little? i feel like no one is actually appreciating me. I try my best to do everything but none has worked. i'm tired.
I think this is it that i want to share.. you guys probably won't even bother to read this but i don't care haha. i'm sorry guys i feel like my life principle can't be use anymore so sorry there's lots of negativity on this blog at the moment. i will comeback as happy-go-lucky sarah again maybe.. maybe one day.. i don't know.. so see ya around.
good things will come. ^^
ReplyDeletekinda understand your feeling and tbh it is okay to feel like that sometime. just move on and always remember there is someone gettin ur back! trust me :)
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Deletehi! i feel you. i'm feeling this life is getting harsher for me too. guess, it's not time is the matter. but the people who being greedier and greedier. they talk about improving when actually they are just manipulating things. they talk about achievement when actually it's just a piece of paper which some of it have no efforts and values but to show off. so, yeah. i choose to just live my life. like a small world i created in this big big world. i just being me. it's hard but it's better than being pretentious like other clowns. i hope you can do so. this world, this life, it still has its value and worth but people seems to forget it most of the time. be yourself and good luck :)
ReplyDeleteThank you. Your words are very helpful actually
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